memory lane

Although I have been incredibly busy at work today I spent a huge chunk of time (merrily) skipping down memory lane. I was looking through photographs I have saved on my computer. And after 3 years here I have quite a bit.

I was mainly looking at old photos of my (ex) best friend and I. Such a sad and silly situation – we had a fall out over a year ago over a really ridiculous thing. In fact, it was probably more like over a year and a half ago.

We were mad together. We spent most of our time at his house. Smoking a joint and dancing in the lounge to Britney Spears. We were Britney mad! MAD I TELL YOU. We had dance moves we would randomly name like “the crazy rabbit” or “the avatar” and then, there was the “robot dance” of which we could not take any credit for coming up with, but it was ours and we danced it best.

I miss the bloody ass so much.

We have very recently started communicating again. Not much. It’s a text message here and an email there. Just random “hello, hope you’re well” – and I’m hoping that soon we will actually meet up for a coffee and a dance. And maybe we will do “the avatar”

And we can gossip about what we have been doing for the last 18 months and I can introduce him to my boyfriend of the last 16 months and we can maybe laugh again and sing again – and then maybe, people will say “oh dammit, there they go again, those mad boys”

And we will smile and wave and refuse to believe a word they are saying because it’s the rest of the world that is mad. Not us.

And I know it will never quite be the same again. But hey – I’m up for trying.

And if you read this. And I know you still read my blog :) drop me an email and invite me for coffee ok?

Thank you. That is all.